call from no one · no one
released nov 2 · sad trap
dumb
sounds like dark cinematic trap × emo rap × industrial pop × sad piano × 808s
“i didn't want it all, why couldn't i have had some?”
a song about being burnt out. i played by every rule, got tired anyway, and learned to go numb on purpose.
saved messages · dumb lyrics
Why's the ladder missing rungs when I'm trying to climb?
Why's the sun always setting right before my time?
(whispers: it's not fair...)I played by every rule they ever wrote down
But the ink is disappearing as I'm starting to drown
Gave my soul to the ghost, gave my heart to the debt
Now I'm collecting the pieces of the things I regret
I'm just... tired of the try.The silence is getting loud
The weight is breaking the cloud
I'm turning the valve, I'm shutting it off
The heart is a stone, the stone is enough...It's fucking dumb!
I'm just trying to learn how to be fucking numb!
I didn't want it all, why couldn't I have had some?
This blah blah blah is just fucking dumb!Yeah, it's fucking dumb!
Now I'm staring at the wall with a blank-faced stare
Hard to be disappointed when you stop being there
Life's a rigged game, yeah, the house always wins
So I'm folding the hand before the tragedy begins
Numb is the shield, numb is the king
I don't feel a thing, I don't feel a thing!It's fucking dumb!
I'm just trying to learn how to be fucking numb!
I didn't want it all, why couldn't I have had some?
This blah blah blah is just fucking dumb!Fucking dumb...
(Just numb...)
chapters
- 0:00 sad piano intro
- 0:29 the tired of trying part
- 0:49 the silence is getting loud part
- 1:04 the drop
- 1:22 the house always wins part
- 1:42 the blah blah blah part
- 2:03 outro (still dumb)
more trap from uncredited
- baboon faeces 90s big beat / trap
- best mistake cinematic trap / dark r&b